Dear Reader,

I don't really know who to turn to who would understand what I'm feeling right now. I need answers but, I can't seem to find any or the ones that I'm hearing... I had already thought of them, and just think that they're not true. I know the answers should be simple but, maybe right now there is none. That is one way of thinking of it right? I think what I'm doing now is the best thing, though... it might be the hardest. Staying away is the best thing to do right? I don't want to love someone else right now, it wouldn't be real I think... Maybe in my case... I don't like, like someone easily... but when I do... maybe I fall hard. I don't know. It's hard to say, I've only fallen this one time I think... Or maybe I didn't fall in love... Maybe I was always in love.

It doesn't make sense does it?

Well, what if I was to say, for as long as I could remember, I've always wanted to meet a certain person and this person who I am so in love with happens to be that person. Do you follow? So, lets say, everything that I've wished for came true, and there some bits, which I've never asked for, that came along with it, however, it is what I've wanted that's hurting me now. I guess, what I'm trying to say is, you know how some people believe in horoscopes but the predictions could be generalized to nearly everything? Yeah. I hope you understood that... Well, I had thought, maybe I'm just trying to fit this person with what I've described... I thought of it hard, and no... I think this person is exactly what I've wished for my whole life... However, there are somethings about this person that well... some other things came along with the package and... No... I'm not really sure where I'm going with this, I'll just leave it here for now.

I think I love this person a lot. I really do - but I'm not gonna be a champion to some sort of lovely faery tale. This is what's gonna happen I guess... by the end of the day, I don't need to say what I feel.

Yours Truly,
Me.

P.S. I'm sorry I'm leaving you hanging like this.