I think I should start a new beginning for myself. I don't think I want to be cold, harsh and cruel. I don't want to nurture myself in that way. To some stage, perhaps that was what I was, but being just one thing, isn't how life is suppose to be lived. Humans were created to be perfect. We are perfect in an imperfect way. It is who or He that views us as 'perfect' and what you see in the mirror, or what the mirror sees in you - the mirror sees more. The viewer decides or is made blinded to your imperfections, because they are not real. Undoubtedly they 'viewers' count. This may be debatable but it is my opinion. This is my opinion.
Some of us can be summed up in one word, unfortunately only those who are articulate enough can find that word for us. We are many things and some may find they share the same characteristics as another and then decides, that ever being is the same. No matter what, every being is the same. To them, to those that view the mirror as only a looking glass, nothing can be changed, because they forget that mirror only views what is on the surface. You know you are special, you know you are unique in your own way, why do you need those voices to tell you, you are? Security and self reassurance may be that answer, but has one ever questions the prolonging effect of this 'security'? This becomes an addiction. As humans we crave more, instead of surrendering repression. We all know this, don't we? It has been said, over and over again that we always want more and sometimes the feeling of contentment will never be enough as a scar is never a sure sign of healing.
I am a human being. I was created to be perfect. I feel I am not, but it actually means something to say that to one's self. There was no glass cage. I created it to give reason. To give excuse. I'm better. I'm going to be so much better and if I don't have a chance to prove that tomorrow, or the day after, or in future... I know today... Today means something.
Yours Truly,
Me.
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