Dear Reader,

I'm missing someone terribly. I don't know what to do. Am I learning from this lesson? Perhaps I am learning.

It's terrible that I've got all sorts of feelings inside that I'm not quite sure how or when to express it. It's too intense; terribly intense. I can't explain it here, no. I don't think I could, because the wrong words would come out. Besides, I shouldn't tell you what I feel... But I never seem to come around to tell someone dear to me what I feel.

I've gotten myself into trouble haven't I? I think I have. It's still - that - mine field metaphor happening for me. I am happy, but I know in the end, this is going to hurt badly... Yes. It will hurt badly.

Yours Truly,
Nayt.