Happy 21st birthday to my baby brother
Well.. not so baby anymore, really.
I said this exact same thing this day, last yr, and i shall say it again. Where in the world did the time go? Where have i been? I guess when we lost those 1.5yrs, that's when we lost track.
My younger brother may be 21 now, but to me, he can still be a difficult bum at times. Least that's what we have in common. We're both stubborn and headstrong, have horrible tempers which flare up like anything, but then those never last long. No surprise we say things we dont mean. And then we dont speak to each other.. haha. That's how i deal with my anger. It bubbles and bursts, but most times i just stew. My brother has a far worse temper than i do.
And we're both still growing up. Trying to teach while learning at the same time isnt TOO bad. Heck, i hate it.. but i've learned alot. Too little time for bad feelings and resentment. And i've always said to never regret anything. Good outcome, bad outcome, elation, pain... all part and parcel of living. Enjoy the happy times, learn from the bad. No regrets. =)
Speaking of which, i just read someone's blog. My previous post was written in a flash of hot temper and with a sudden urge to shove a basketful of lizards (hate the buggers) into the ocean. Dint expect that long defense cos im not really bothered nemore and i'm not dwelling. Like i said, dissipating temper. Stuff happens for their own reasons. Whatever was said, whatever was done.. all water under the bridge. I realise i cant protect forever, i can only guide. Understand that i'm just being an overprotective older sister, and i respect ur privacy enough to never have mentioned names or details. Life's too short for staying angry. Thank u though for the good times and smiles. Know that those were defo appreciated.
I said this exact same thing this day, last yr, and i shall say it again. Where in the world did the time go? Where have i been? I guess when we lost those 1.5yrs, that's when we lost track.
My younger brother may be 21 now, but to me, he can still be a difficult bum at times. Least that's what we have in common. We're both stubborn and headstrong, have horrible tempers which flare up like anything, but then those never last long. No surprise we say things we dont mean. And then we dont speak to each other.. haha. That's how i deal with my anger. It bubbles and bursts, but most times i just stew. My brother has a far worse temper than i do.
And we're both still growing up. Trying to teach while learning at the same time isnt TOO bad. Heck, i hate it.. but i've learned alot. Too little time for bad feelings and resentment. And i've always said to never regret anything. Good outcome, bad outcome, elation, pain... all part and parcel of living. Enjoy the happy times, learn from the bad. No regrets. =)
Speaking of which, i just read someone's blog. My previous post was written in a flash of hot temper and with a sudden urge to shove a basketful of lizards (hate the buggers) into the ocean. Dint expect that long defense cos im not really bothered nemore and i'm not dwelling. Like i said, dissipating temper. Stuff happens for their own reasons. Whatever was said, whatever was done.. all water under the bridge. I realise i cant protect forever, i can only guide. Understand that i'm just being an overprotective older sister, and i respect ur privacy enough to never have mentioned names or details. Life's too short for staying angry. Thank u though for the good times and smiles. Know that those were defo appreciated.
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