Oh oh oh, bitter!
I've had a lot on my mind lately. I hear a collective "and when have u NOT?" heheh
I admit i do think alot. About friends, abt family, abt the future. The latter i try not to map out too much. Cos dont u realise that if u plan too much, and it doesnt come thru, u just end up getting disappointed? Ironically i can also say i'm very neurotic abt having A PLAN.
For the bigger things in life like career choices and studying, i must have a certain degree of planning. And if those fall thru, i get crazy. Strangely enough, ppl like WC enjoy when i'm grumpy. I think they're crazy too. But for the most part, taking life as it comes and handling it with a smile (forced or otherwise) is very important i think.
That which dominates now involves time and brainpower. I'm nowhere near done learning.. and im wondering how long it'll take me before im satisfied enough to settle down and breathe. I've worked, i've studied.. and i still i dont feel like i'm done yet.
I had a meeting with one of the lawyers of AGC yesterday morning. She's pushing me to study, to work for them, to be an all-rounder... and she wants me to marry by the time i turn 30. How the heck am i sposed to settle down with a family when, according to her plans, i still have so much to do?? Lol.
She's got so much in mind for me, and yet she thinks the busy might be too much for me to handle and i need to find a balance. Many know that i moan and complain and get a bit Nazi when i've got loads on my plate, but at the same time, they know i THRIVE on the busy. I love it. The satisfaction u get when everything comes together gives all the rush u need.
....And right now i'm thinking, i started writing this with a thought in mind. Which i cant remember. Cos i started talking to Peng. And we're planning dinner this wk before she goes off.
I'm so random, i cant even keep up with myself.
I've always had a habit of expressing my moods and thoughts through writing. I miss the days when the few of us Bru Bloggers could be totally open and write abt whatever we wanted.
Now, as Buttercup mentioned.. expect to lose ur anonymity, the ability to speak freely, and expect unexpected visitors for whom your posts arent meant for, to breeze by. No wonder many prefer password protection. =/
A personal blog is just that. Personal space. Meant only for really close ppl and urself. And it's no wonder we get iffy when our personal space is invaded by nasties. Right Buttercup? hehe I'm sorry, i couldnt resist reminding u. (re: her blog) So... has he stepped into ur space today?
Good, it's lunch time. Today, i'm taking Puppy out. Actually more like, he's picking me up. Cos my mum's taken Sophia today. He's and i are going shopping for kain so he can get his cara melayu tailored before i get too busy again.
I admit i do think alot. About friends, abt family, abt the future. The latter i try not to map out too much. Cos dont u realise that if u plan too much, and it doesnt come thru, u just end up getting disappointed? Ironically i can also say i'm very neurotic abt having A PLAN.
For the bigger things in life like career choices and studying, i must have a certain degree of planning. And if those fall thru, i get crazy. Strangely enough, ppl like WC enjoy when i'm grumpy. I think they're crazy too. But for the most part, taking life as it comes and handling it with a smile (forced or otherwise) is very important i think.
That which dominates now involves time and brainpower. I'm nowhere near done learning.. and im wondering how long it'll take me before im satisfied enough to settle down and breathe. I've worked, i've studied.. and i still i dont feel like i'm done yet.
I had a meeting with one of the lawyers of AGC yesterday morning. She's pushing me to study, to work for them, to be an all-rounder... and she wants me to marry by the time i turn 30. How the heck am i sposed to settle down with a family when, according to her plans, i still have so much to do?? Lol.
She's got so much in mind for me, and yet she thinks the busy might be too much for me to handle and i need to find a balance. Many know that i moan and complain and get a bit Nazi when i've got loads on my plate, but at the same time, they know i THRIVE on the busy. I love it. The satisfaction u get when everything comes together gives all the rush u need.
....And right now i'm thinking, i started writing this with a thought in mind. Which i cant remember. Cos i started talking to Peng. And we're planning dinner this wk before she goes off.
I'm so random, i cant even keep up with myself.
I've always had a habit of expressing my moods and thoughts through writing. I miss the days when the few of us Bru Bloggers could be totally open and write abt whatever we wanted.
Now, as Buttercup mentioned.. expect to lose ur anonymity, the ability to speak freely, and expect unexpected visitors for whom your posts arent meant for, to breeze by. No wonder many prefer password protection. =/
A personal blog is just that. Personal space. Meant only for really close ppl and urself. And it's no wonder we get iffy when our personal space is invaded by nasties. Right Buttercup? hehe I'm sorry, i couldnt resist reminding u. (re: her blog) So... has he stepped into ur space today?
Good, it's lunch time. Today, i'm taking Puppy out. Actually more like, he's picking me up. Cos my mum's taken Sophia today. He's and i are going shopping for kain so he can get his cara melayu tailored before i get too busy again.
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